My Baby Shower Weekend - Oct 27th
So, we have made it to 29 weeks and 2 days. I had a not so great appointment yesterday that has just put me in such a funk of a state of mind. I generally have some pretty bad anxiety when I go to the high risk doctor. This is to be expected, after losing a baby. I know I suffer from PTSD from my loss, and there isn't much they can do to treat me for anxiety while I am pregnant, without hurting the baby possibly. My nurse that comes weekly checks my blood pressure, amongst other tasks that she has been hired to perform for my pregnancy, since I am so high risk. I am usually around 130/80 when she comes. When I go to my regular OB office I am around the same as what my nurse reads. When I go to my high risk, my blood pressure is elevated EVERY SINGLE TIME. The doctors there understand, and agree with me that due to my severe anxiety, it is making me test high. Well, this week when my nurse came, my blood pressure was high. And of course, when I went to the high risk doctor thi...