Incompetent

 I’ve been working the single mom/full time career woman role for a year and a half now. It’s been a lot to juggle, to say the least.  I got news that a local school has openings for VPK3 in the fall, and I’m signing Jack up.  A lot of prayers have been answered.  This boy deserves to be in a school, with other children. I deserve the space to work, as well.  I am so excited for my son. I know he is equally as excited as I am. Eager for this new chapter in our lives. So incredibly grateful. 

It almost forgot the crippling feeling, when you force your thoughts on me. Your illness, crammed down my throat.  No room to wiggle, no place to hide. Smothered, in a breathless ball of insanity.